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i'm updating from my new computer in my dorm room. that's so weird. i think i'm the first of all of my friends to move. i miss people already. that's kind of sad, but i feel so lonely here without any of my close friends. it will get better i'm sure. i just wish i'd had more time to say goodbye. i've been gone most of the summer. i was only home for two days before i had to leave to come here. i hope everyone is enjoying the end of their summer or their classes for those of you who are in highschool. i hope i get to see more people the next time i come home. i'm not sure when that will be though because my parents didn't let me take my car.
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[30 Jul 2005|11:45am] |
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hey everyone! i'm in canada. i hope everyone is having a good summer without me although i don't see how that's possible... just kidding. anyway i'll see you when i get back.
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[17 Jul 2005|05:22pm] |
yes i am in fact updating. i'm not really sure why i have this because i never write in it. i guess if i didn't read everyone else's all of the time i would delete this.
so anyway i leave for canada on tuesday. i've yet to even get the suitcase out. i hate packing and i'm pretty darn good at putting it off until the very last minute. i'm glad to be getting away for awhile. i just wish that i could have more time when i get back before i leave again. i only get about 3 days. i guess that's pretty much all i have to say at the moment. maybe i'll update when i get when i get back with some stories and some pictures.
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[08 Jun 2005|10:06pm] |
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guess who is totally freaking out right now... that would be me.
why? you ask
well i got my wisdom teeth taken out this morning. everything was fine.
i've been up and around all day and now swollen or hurting or anything.
i went to get a milkshake with keli and then me her and amy were all sittin at her house.
i was like hey guys do you want to see my stitches?
so keli looked and she said that's not stitches that's a hole.
yep that's right my stitches came out. lucky me.
now there is a freaking gaping hole in my cheek.
and tomorrow i'm suposed to be leaving for orientation
but now i have to get this all sorted out.
absolutely wonderful.
not to mention i'm just plain grossed out/freaked out by it.
i mean who likes having a big hole in their cheek? not me.
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[25 May 2005|10:10pm] |
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i can't wait.
i'm leaving for tampa tomorrow. i'll be back sunday.
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[02 May 2005|08:47pm] |
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wow i haven't updated in forever. i'm such a slacker.
actually i just don't have anything interesting to say.
speaking of being a slacker... i'm looking at a list of
people i have to send graduation invitations to.
i haven't even started doing that yet. poo.
since the last time i updated a lot has happened.
like spring break in panama city. heck yes.
and senior trip.
and now there is only less that two weeks of school left.
this past weekend was pretty nice.
hopefully some parts of it will be repeated this weekend.
some parts i hope will not be repeated...
like the part when my car got towed. yeh that was fun.
thursday is 05/05/05 so i'm definitely skipping school
and partying somewhere. if you are a senior and not a
tck you should do the same.
so i guess that's pretty much all i have to say.
maybe i'll start updating more often.
but i doubt it. i'm lazy.
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[06 Mar 2005|09:22am] |
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ha. my life is so strange sometimes.
i took a walk this morning after i woke up ridiculously early. i swear that is the best way to start your day. it is beautiful outside and now i'm in a very good mood even though i slept almost none last night.
today i used the words complex and ambiguous to describe someone and i laughed because i realized i got that word combination from that emily dickinson poem that was evil. speaking of grimm's class their eyes were watching god the movie comes on abc tonight at 8. i'm kind of excited about watching it. hallie berry plays janie.
today is going to be a good day i think. i might watch eternal sunshine and then i have to go learn some sign language. then i have cyo because convention is next weekend. yay.
i should really update more often.
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[09 Feb 2005|03:07pm] |
so mardi gras was pretty fun this year. i kind of wish i didn't take a nap during the night parade. it sounded pretty rockin.
yesterday the only thing i ate was some little sandwich thingies and some chips. this morning i ate a hashbrown from mcdonalds and then slept in the car for an hour and a half. then i came home and slept more. now it is 3 and i'm finally up and i'm very hungry but there really isnt anything to eat. i might just have to make something.
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[23 Jan 2005|04:05pm] |
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i lose. again. seems like it is becoming a trend.
i think i need a hug.
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well it turns out that yesterday i really was sick. by the time i went to bed last night i had a pretty high fever and could barely swollow because it hurt so bad. i went to the doctor this morning. i don't have strep throat so that's good. but i have search tonight and i really want to be well enough to go. he gave me medicine so hopefully that will help. but yeh i'm not too happy about this because i'm missing calculus today. i'm kind of lost in there anyway and now i'm missing the last class before our test. wonderful. i sent in my application today. i wrote it last night in my extreme sickness... hopefully it doesn't suck. well i hope everyone has a good weekend, and i hope i didn't accidentally give anyone my disease yesterday.
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[09 Jan 2005|10:42am] |
ah i'm such a fuck up.
i don't think i will be able to fix things this time.
way to go lillian.
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[30 Dec 2004|07:39pm] |
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eh so this break has been mediocre. i've had a few fun nights. i've been working a lot at the vet's office. it's fun. i like it there. i got to see a couple of surgeries the other day so that was cool.
i am GOING to have fun tomorrow night. if only i could be two places at once...
i don't want to go back to school. i kind of wish i would have graduated early. not for any particular reason except that i'm a lazy bum. but it doesn't matter because i have to take calculus so early graduation is a no go.
yeh so it looks like i'm hanging out by myself tonight as usual. no fun.
i got my act scores in the mail today. the act sucks at life and should not exist. i'm not taking it ever again. it makes me feel stupid.
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[24 Dec 2004|04:31pm] |
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hey look i'm finally updating. yay. so yeh i got home from disney world yesterday. it was a good trip. it was a bit different than other years but still good. that was probably the last time i'll ever go to disney world at christmas.... kind of sad. we were the most annoying kids in disney world but it was fun. we even got the people in the thunder mountain line to sing jingle bells with us. we made friends with lots of random strangers. like buddies number 9 and 10, the drunk guys, and that lady from cuba and her family. i got to ride the incredible hulk and take a picture with spiderman, so i'm happy. i didn't get a chance to get all of the presents for my friends so some people might be recieving presents after christmas.
me and my aunt just made a bunch of gingerbread men. i'm eating one right now. they are working on sugar cookies right now. you can't have christmas without baking a bunch of stuff.
i'm rather disappointed with someone right now, but there is still time...although it is doubtful.
i watched the muppet christmas carol last night. that is my favorite christmas movie ever. it puts me in the christmas spirit.
i got an acceptance letter from state and a merry christmas phone call today. yay. i also got my act score.
i can't wait until midnight mass tonight. i just hope i can stay awake.
well that was a very boring entry. that's why i never update.
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[25 Oct 2004|10:11pm] |
so today was interesting. i kind of forgot bomb threats existed. the last one we had was when like every school on the coast had one. 6th grade i believe. but yeh if i had been late for school i wouldn't have had to sit in the senior parking lot for 3 hours. eventually i got tired of the nonchecking out bullshit and just left. we went to taco bell and various other places in the truck with no ac. i had to come back for 3rd and 4th block.
it's funny how every week i think to my self this is the busiest week ever. next week i will be way more relaxed. but somehow the following week becomes even more busy and stressful than the previous one.
so everyone had fun at nbm i hope. i was here taking to act which blew by the way. my score did not improve i'm sure. so it was pointless really.
my contact is attacking my eye. i think i should take it out.
i'm going to finish eyes tonight. i only have like 20 pages left. yay. but i haven't started the bibs yet. :(
somehow i managed to get wax all over a bunch of my cds and i can't really figure out how to get it off. any suggestions?
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[03 Oct 2004|02:04pm] |
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last night was disappointing in so many ways
but it was not a complete failure.
somehow i've managed to pick some really horrible sources.
they are really a pain in the ass.
next time i'll try to get more of a head start on the bibs.
i've been looking for distractions, but i haven't really found any.
i have 3 and a half hours to make some progress.
i'm rather afraid that bad things are going to come from the events of this weekend.
i hope not.
i think i could use a good hug right now.
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[29 Sep 2004|07:50pm] |
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tonight i skipped my other dance class and took a bubble bath.
it was wonderful. i'm so relaxed now.
i would sleep while taking a bath, but then i would drown and get extra super pruney.
there are so many things i could do right now since it's only 8.
but i'd much rather just sit here.
when i recieved my 100 in economics yesterday, lundy congratulated me with a special handshake type thing and a "Go big Lillian!" yeh....
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[27 Sep 2004|08:49pm] |
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since i last updated my life has been pretty crazy. i just have so much to do and no time at all to do it. i'm getting stressed out just thinking about all of the stuff i have to do within the next couple of weeks. so if i'm not a very nice person during that time don't worry about it.
this was my only free night all week and i wasted it by sitting around coffee fusion making a powerpoint presentation. i also neglected to eat dinner, and i'm beginning to feel its effects. i should know better.
if i have a 100 in economics that will be nice.
maybe it will make me happy for a few minutes.
well anyway i'm off to find some food so my hands will stop shaking.
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i'm going post again because i'm going to love electricity while i still have it. i just put some cookies in the oven. i will probably eat all of them.
i took at walk down the street and there are like 2 people who didn't leave. out of all of my friends maybe one or two are still in os. it's rather weird/creepy. it makes me think that it was not such a good idea to stay.
it's so hard to stay awake when there is absolutely nothing to do. i NEED to not sleep so that i will be tired enought to sleep tonight during the storm.
i wish the storm would hurry up and come so it will be over. right now it's just raining a little and getting pretty windy. it's frustrating being stuck inside like this when the weather is not bad yet.
i'm going to go check on the cookies. someone should get online so i can talk and not fall asleep.
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well it looks like we're definitely going to get hit by ivan although it seems the eye is going to miss us. everyone please be safe. don't do anything stupid. and to those of you who are not leaving... good luck. it looks like we may be staying put too. this whole thing just makes me very nervous.
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